Pulling Pulling in my Heart...

I am not sure what in the heck is going on. My mind and my heart are feeling stretched and pulled out of a comfortable place. I feel like I need to scream but I'm not sure why! Groaning is the feeling I am feeling deep deeep deeeep within my being... I wish I had someone to share it with. It is like I am needing to pull my blanket deep around my shoulders and block out the world and the outside. I am not understanding what it all means.