Pulling Pulling in my Heart...

I am not sure what in the heck is going on. My mind and my heart are feeling stretched and pulled out of a comfortable place. I feel like I need to scream but I'm not sure why! Groaning is the feeling I am feeling deep deeep deeeep within my being... I wish I had someone to share it with. It is like I am needing to pull my blanket deep around my shoulders and block out the world and the outside. I am not understanding what it all means.

Talk, Talk, Talk...

I am in the mood to just talk my head off... not to anyone in particular, just talk. Blah.blah.blah. I have been getting ready to return to work. That takes a lot of thought, considering I have been on a brain-cation since May 2014. I think it began on May 27th, but I could be wrong, I do tend to forget dates, days & years... I am really stalled out right now, though... I was doing the "PlANK" (which I mentioned in an earlier post) and I messed up my back. I messed it up bad enough to put myself out of commission for three days. Three days is an eternity when you are preparing to return to school the day after you fly back from vacation. Which, by the way, begins on Thursday (flight out at 6:40 a.m.) and today is Monday and you need to: #1 see the chiropractor to have him reassemble your frame #2 clean the house because food is growing hair and you stepped on nuggets you cannot reach because your back is out and you can't lift the vacuum to sweep because your back is out, and you can't push the vacuum because your back is out... #3 wash clothing because, although those machines in the airport can see through your clothing, you still need to be wearing clothing to protect the innocent and walk through the airport without too much laughing, and to maintain what dignity I did not lose gimping around #4 lead Bible study (and finish it up) #5 do the dishes; o.k., so the dish washer washes the dishes, but the momma loads the dish washer... nuff said #6 pack #7-#? will come to me : ) #7 do more work in my classroom including but limited to: storing games, storing boxes, making schedules, planning for teaching, hanging posters #8

Day one: PLANK

I did the plank this morning day one of the challenge and my back is aching. I may have pushed by trying to do two twenty second holds... Really, twenty, that is two-oh, 2-0! seconds! Oh my I am a toad! %/