Still Learning!

I just posted an entry that I wrote and chronicled during the summer. Now it is out of order... I am so Sheldon! Blessings to those who really want to see things listed in order and find it is impossible to have it so : /

This IS the first day of the rest of my life!

This is me looking at my desk area wondering what the heck I'm gonna do with all that stuff???

Games... That cart has games to use. Where should I put them?

I am at my desk in school getting geared up for a new year. I am so sure that it will be better than last year! I pray that God will grant me peace and serenity during the year. 

StepxStep

I am in a total panic... ok, a total panic is a bit melodramatic, but the wiggle and quiver inside my bones says to me that there is something brewing deep within my soul, and God is not revealing it to me in a giant rush. I am seeing there are things that are going together, like the crumbs Hansel and Gretel left along the path, but I am not able to connect them yet... I have been led to Step into my Shoes with Compassion International... I have my own ministry I call StepxStep that God opened to my heart in June of 2012. I know He is calling me to "Read" and to "Learn" and to "Preach"... those words EXACTLY! but (yes, my big 'but' is getting in the way) I do not know how to assemble what I have and where to go from here. I have read a book called REVOLUTION IN WORLD MISSIONS by K. P. Yohannan, excellent book. I am trying to assemble my thoughts, my Bible, my journalling. I want to begin a web site for the ministry, and somehow register it as an official ministry, but I do not know where to turn. I am not willing to compromise, as I feel the Methodist Church calls me to, but I want to keep teaching Sunday school and leading Bible studies. I also am a public school teacher and that gets in my way too, but I believe that God has called me to stick with it because it will be how my ministry is financed. Oh Father help me to follow yYou where You call me to fo and to do as you ask me to do, I am a wreck and I am not sure where to turn right at this momwnt, The above prayer, typed as I bowed my head, indicates that I have no typing skills without looking at my fingers. That too is how I view my ministry. I have no ministry without calling on other preachers (specifically my MacArthur Study Bible). I trust my LORD with all of my heart and soul and mind. I know He will lead me to the right words when it is necessary. I am not the best teacher, parent, facilitator, Christian, but I don't see others getting out there to do it. I AM, however, obedient, in LOVE, and willing to stepxstep... Thank you for sending Jenn's plea at the perfect moment!