27 July 2012

where am i? the original that I did not know I had...

I wonder where I am everyday. That is kind of a miss statement. I know where I am, I'm in Nebraska, at home on the farm, I'm in my chair or at school or in my car... So, maybe the real question is not where but how am I? My question is always about where I stand in my faith, but I know where that is. I am in love with Jesus. There is no other. So really, the... Well, that was it. Eventhough I did not complete this, I did pretty good remembering my train of thought.

where am I?

I started this post earlier, but had trouble as I was doing it on my phone and there are times that my phone will not cooperate. I might need to edit something I wrote and I tap the screen and then the cursor jumps all over the place. Drives me crazy. I suppose I should have posted then edited here, but it seemed like too much work so now I need to remember where I am and what I was talking about... haha well really the question is not so much where but who or why or how... I really think I think about where I am in the Lord... I love Him with more of my being than I know I have. He is so good to me when I just don't deserve it. I realize that I try to stay on top of things but I fall so short. I guess I just need to remember that He does it, it is Him Him Him all the way, I am simply willing. So I guess that is where I am, I am standing in the presence of God the Father a broken pot, but none the less a willing vessel. He is within me holding what needs to be held since when I accepted Him He filled my spirit with His OWN Spirit! Oh my goodness, can you just imagine? Can you grasp how incredible that is? He, the Creator of the universe, is within me, within tiny nothing me!!! I am so very unworthy, yet I just don't know what or how to be anything else? I guess it is good He loves this cracked pot...