16 June 2011

Underway...

I don't know when my last post was, but I am sure it was before vacation started. I don't really know how long I have been out of school, but I had to go in and work today... had to take my vacation mind out of neutral and engage the gears. Tough to do. I am not at all ready to even think about being in school. If it burned down right now, I would not even care...that is how far removed I am from work right now. If I were to think about it for long, I know I would care, but right now, no.

Wedding, shower, vacation...that is where my mind is. I just returned on Sunday (today is Thursday) fron 20 days gone. I was jsut starting to feel like I could get into my quiet place with my savior, and then here, time to rush to ready for the shower, wedding, and trip to CT. But, all is well since I am giving myself time to do it all. I have done most of what I needed, besides shop, for the shower. It will be good. shop on Friday and Saturday, Father's day on Sunday, paint on Monday and Tuesday, clean on Wednesday, Thursday, food shop on Friday, final prep on Saturday a.m. and shower at 1:00. Then I can rest rest rest up for trip on Wednesday the 29th. hmmm, back on 5th, Lincoln on 6th, wedding on 7th, Ali out on 8th, thyroid scan during the next week (18th?) rest rest rest trip to Rochester then Cottage then home for school. yep yep yep, I'm booked. [Rereading what I wrote... and maybe I recorded what happened late in July or early in August, I do not know... I do know that I had a recurrence of cancer. I had to have a second treatment. I had to give it all up once again. Now, October 2014, I am hear to reread and to assemble the pieces from that time. : )]